currently find the following song very meaningful,
easy listening favourites on my list.
guess it has a special meaning to me.
Because of You - Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Monday, November 07, 2005
reunited and it feels so gdddd
met up wif Danielle and Peiwen today.. it's been a long time since we had such a bonding session.
will do another one when Pris comes back, dis time wif more pple!
it's been 4yrs since we graduated frm KC yet most of us still keep in contact.. esp peiwen cos she was my classmate in lower sec yrs..
well, perhaps we're all jus suckers for frenships huh?
i must say i was taught the value of frenships at a tender age ever since pri sch. dis woman in e pic jus above, has been my fren since the age of 11! so it's been 9 yrs. yup. 9yrs of takin lydia's shit.
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the culture of being in an all girls sch is undefineable,
it's smthg i hold so dear to my heart.
wad makes it even better is the "brand name" CHIJ.
even tho dere were quarrels, fights, discipline cases, police reports, thru it all la, we've been dere done dat.
nthg will ever change the past. but it's who we become dat truly matters. some of us arent all dat lady like, neither do we always live up to our motto.
however i'm sure we all do try.
also, it is nearly impossible to forget the values CHIJ.
all those lovely memories... gosh.
they can jus move me to tears.
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a couple of weeks ago, during my exams, i met up wif a junior, Kim for dinner and coffee. talked so much abt sec sch life too. gosh. it was really bitter sweet.
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but i must say we had fun la. gd ol times. dere r alot more pple i need to meet and catch up wif. when Pris returns, i shall try to organise a mini gathering. miss being ard all the girls. those were more "innocent" times.. where problems din seem as great as they r now, where work n studies werent as difficult, where we cud still play n do silly things, hang out together, study etc..
if only i cud turn back time... life seemed happier and more carefree then.. no boys jus all girls.. haha =P
and of cos there was Denise, on my birthday.. =) another junior.. who has grown up and changed. i'm so proud of all of us!
Friday, November 04, 2005
faith
faith is like the wind, we cant see it but we can feel it. it's all ard.
why do pple hav religions?
isnt it to amulate our god?
wad's the purpose of having or claiming u hav a religion when u dun even practice wad is being preached.
i noe i try my best at amulating Christ.
definately, i am not perfect. no one is except God.
but why do pple hav such little faith these days.
be it in religion and in pple?
wadever happened to trust?
if we believe dere's a God, a higher being, and we pray and seek Him, someone we cant even see.
WHY is it dat we humans r not even treating fellow humans, whom we can see, touch, feel and respond to, wif equal respect and love?
doesnt religion teach us to love?
love does not necessarily mean bf gf kinda love or parents children kinda love. but also, frenship, neighbourly kinda love?
where's all dat? where's all our values?
r we so absorbed by norms and cultures of today dat we r blind or oblivious to our surroundings?
we claim to love God but how can we love Him when we cant even do wad he tells us?
wad are Godly values? Love, Forgiveness, Charity, Kindness, Faith, Trust.. wad gd is knowing all dat but not doing anything abt it?
seriously la. we live in a crappy society. we dun live bcos of our religion or God, we live by societal norms & perceptions.
is dat being true to ourselves?
are we being ourselves?
tink abt it.
why do pple hav religions?
isnt it to amulate our god?
wad's the purpose of having or claiming u hav a religion when u dun even practice wad is being preached.
i noe i try my best at amulating Christ.
definately, i am not perfect. no one is except God.
but why do pple hav such little faith these days.
be it in religion and in pple?
wadever happened to trust?
if we believe dere's a God, a higher being, and we pray and seek Him, someone we cant even see.
WHY is it dat we humans r not even treating fellow humans, whom we can see, touch, feel and respond to, wif equal respect and love?
doesnt religion teach us to love?
love does not necessarily mean bf gf kinda love or parents children kinda love. but also, frenship, neighbourly kinda love?
where's all dat? where's all our values?
r we so absorbed by norms and cultures of today dat we r blind or oblivious to our surroundings?
we claim to love God but how can we love Him when we cant even do wad he tells us?
wad are Godly values? Love, Forgiveness, Charity, Kindness, Faith, Trust.. wad gd is knowing all dat but not doing anything abt it?
seriously la. we live in a crappy society. we dun live bcos of our religion or God, we live by societal norms & perceptions.
is dat being true to ourselves?
are we being ourselves?
tink abt it.
pics taken on 311005 @ Simpang
To the special 3 who surprised me wif surprise no. 1, 2, 3, 4 and sort of 5. Thank u all so much! I had alot of fun & food dat evening! =) BTW, the cake was superb! they said it was a halloween cake... duno whether they bluffing me anot...
*shrugs*
let me at it!
i've joined the club!
nyum nyum nyum
TO: GRACE
: . . C U Z Y . . :
dearest gracie, it's another 20 days to ur return
jus cant wait to see u and gif u a nice warm hug
u've been missed dearly.
i'm sorry i havent been dere for u as often as u needed me.
i'm sorry i havent been getting enough calling cards to call u.
i'm sorry i din send u any parcels now & then to cheer u up.
i'm sorry i cant be dere to support u in studying.
i'm sorry if i wasnt enough help at all.
ur entry/special dedication to me on my birthday was splendidly written
it moved me to tears. it was lookin at e pics dat made me tink so much abt all e memories. esp those on my 17th birthday, where u planned e surprise for me. u nvr failed to be e sparkle in my life. thank u so much for everything. i really duno who i'd be wifout u cuz. thank u so much for ur support thru all dis grt distance. thank u for ur strong faith in me.
i jus want u to noe u mean alot to me. dun ever ever doubt dat for 1 sec ure not impt ok. u'll always be my dearest n bestest cuzy ever. no one will ever replace dat position u hav in my heart. ure always in my thots.
love u cuz. take care.
i'll see u soon.
dearest gracie, it's another 20 days to ur return
jus cant wait to see u and gif u a nice warm hug
u've been missed dearly.
i'm sorry i havent been dere for u as often as u needed me.
i'm sorry i havent been getting enough calling cards to call u.
i'm sorry i din send u any parcels now & then to cheer u up.
i'm sorry i cant be dere to support u in studying.
i'm sorry if i wasnt enough help at all.
ur entry/special dedication to me on my birthday was splendidly written
it moved me to tears. it was lookin at e pics dat made me tink so much abt all e memories. esp those on my 17th birthday, where u planned e surprise for me. u nvr failed to be e sparkle in my life. thank u so much for everything. i really duno who i'd be wifout u cuz. thank u so much for ur support thru all dis grt distance. thank u for ur strong faith in me.
i jus want u to noe u mean alot to me. dun ever ever doubt dat for 1 sec ure not impt ok. u'll always be my dearest n bestest cuzy ever. no one will ever replace dat position u hav in my heart. ure always in my thots.
love u cuz. take care.
i'll see u soon.
Thursday, November 03, 2005
The Vile Tequila & my chocolate cake
the vile
am i actually smiling?!
my lovely cake frm my beloved pals
i look so satisfied isnt it? =P
a series of celebrations
I am blest to have so many good frens who hav taken time off to celebrate my birthday with me over the past few days. I am truly thankful, appreciative and happy for everything my frens hav done for me. =)
love u all!
1st up, Thanks to Fie, Mas and Asyraf for a whole line up of surprises on the eve of my bday, had supper wif dem at simpang; i was so full frm munching here n dere of everything! haha.
dere after meetin my sis, Shuballz, Potties & Jus at TM cartel at 12am. wad cud b better den havin my gd ol' sis to gif me a squishy hug at the stroke of midnight.. ;)
2nd, on my bday itself, thanks to Javern, Danielle, Denise, Chek, Cuz John, Bert & Qin for their company over Jap buffet dinner and coffee at Spinelli Heeren. i had so much fun guys. Thank u for arranging everything javvy =) appreciate all e effort despite ur studies..
Thanks to all my lovely girlfrens for their ever comforting presence, & chekkerz altho u dun like Jap food, u still came to celebrate my bday wif me. was nice to c my cuzy John after so long too.
3rd was yesterday, met up wif Jonathan for dinner at PS's Pasta Mania, den headed down to Cafe Iguana's to meet Alex, Arunz, Sha & Woan Ni for a couple of beers, a huge slice of choco cake wif vanilla ice cream & Abbas (Arun's colleague/bartender) treated me to wad seems like a shot of really vile Tequila.
After Iguana's Woan Ni drove us over to Coco Latte. We met Isaac & 2 of his frens dere. Had a couple of jugs of drinks, which i refused to drink. haha. and the whole lot of us danced together.
it was quite a sight i must say =P everybody was lookin over at us cos we were quite a large grp of pple dancing together.. haa
yup so dats how i've spent my last 3 days.. will be posting some pics on my blog so stay tuned & also on my wankster err i meant friendster :P
love u all!
1st up, Thanks to Fie, Mas and Asyraf for a whole line up of surprises on the eve of my bday, had supper wif dem at simpang; i was so full frm munching here n dere of everything! haha.
dere after meetin my sis, Shuballz, Potties & Jus at TM cartel at 12am. wad cud b better den havin my gd ol' sis to gif me a squishy hug at the stroke of midnight.. ;)
2nd, on my bday itself, thanks to Javern, Danielle, Denise, Chek, Cuz John, Bert & Qin for their company over Jap buffet dinner and coffee at Spinelli Heeren. i had so much fun guys. Thank u for arranging everything javvy =) appreciate all e effort despite ur studies..
Thanks to all my lovely girlfrens for their ever comforting presence, & chekkerz altho u dun like Jap food, u still came to celebrate my bday wif me. was nice to c my cuzy John after so long too.
3rd was yesterday, met up wif Jonathan for dinner at PS's Pasta Mania, den headed down to Cafe Iguana's to meet Alex, Arunz, Sha & Woan Ni for a couple of beers, a huge slice of choco cake wif vanilla ice cream & Abbas (Arun's colleague/bartender) treated me to wad seems like a shot of really vile Tequila.
After Iguana's Woan Ni drove us over to Coco Latte. We met Isaac & 2 of his frens dere. Had a couple of jugs of drinks, which i refused to drink. haha. and the whole lot of us danced together.
it was quite a sight i must say =P everybody was lookin over at us cos we were quite a large grp of pple dancing together.. haa
yup so dats how i've spent my last 3 days.. will be posting some pics on my blog so stay tuned & also on my wankster err i meant friendster :P
Sunday, October 30, 2005
counting down...
my goodness! it's almost a day more to me turning TWENTY!
SHIATZZZ!
wad shud i do? slow down time or smthg!
20!!!!
eeeeee!
but at least i noe i'm the youngest of us 20yr ol peepzz.. danielle, john, nic yap, grace, pris, peiwen all turn 20 and will soon turn 21 before me! hahahahahahahahaha =P
TOO BAD~!!!!!!
well, thanks to alex and fanis, they presented me a gift, personalised by them, aka the Chong thong. it was bought frm topshop and hand sewn by fanis.
so sweet rite! :)
the gift came along wif a really sweet smiley face card! will take a pic of my presents after my bday..
ok so today's officially my dad's bday.. sadly he doesnt quite hav the priviledge (unlike me..ahem!) to celebrate or enjoy our day on a public holiday! haa! :P but nonetheless, he can still relax the day after la.. so trade off kinda thing..
it's been 2days since the end of my exams. wad a relief.
it has been relaxing and easy going so far.. jus wanna enjoy and rest. take a lil each time. towards the end of this week, i'll start tinking of proper plans for the 7weeks or so ahead.
also to plan grace's return.
today (sunday 301005) i was out wif jon yeow.. was nice to catch up wif dis buddy .. jon as most wud noe has been my buddy n personal advisor for the past 3yrs, all thru poly. been thru so much together. n he's always been dere for me thus far.
it's nice to see him now n den, considerin we both r at diff pts in our lives rite now. it was grt seeing him today.
tinking abt it, dere's jus so much i miss abt being younger..
today, in the evening i was at parkway havin dinner wif my parents n sis, KCP was havin a fund-raising event outside Watsons area..
it was so heart warming to see so many little girls walking ard in dat familiar uniform, tryin to get pple to purchase products frm dem. din quite recognise most of the teachers dere tho.. haha it's been a long time la i noe..
but i must say it was nice to hav seem them. i miss KC days.. miss the teachers, miss the masses, miss the prayers, miss the graces we sing after each recess, miss the food, miss the canteen layout, miss the galleria where we wud always meet to skip or play zero pt, miss the hopscotch area, miss the hall where we played 5 stones toward the end of recess, miss the classrms, miss the music rms, miss the library (used 2 b a librarian), miss the back of the hall where i had to set up the mic for assembly (used to b an AVA monitor..gee), gosh! i miss so many things!
it's been 8yrs since i left primary sch but so much of those memories r still very much embedded in my head n heart. times jus arent the same anymore.
sis n i felt so patriotic after seeing those girls so we decided to buy a packet of 10 inspirational cards @ $5 and a dual-ink pen @ $2 dat has a katong convent on it. haa. all in e name of charity la i suppose. a culture so strong, will nvr ever die.
i feel so happy and proud seeing those primary sch girls, hearing them laugh, seeing how enthusiastic they were in selling to the public at 8+pm. they hav been there both yesterday and today, frm 10am to 9pm. poor girls. but i guess they enjoyed it.
well, today was a nice day la. i enjoyed myself. =)
tmr's jus gonna b stay hm den dinner wif parentals n sis.
brazilian buffet along sixth ave. hmm.. wonder how dat's gonna turn out!
but 1 thing's for sure! i super cant wait for my jap buffet!!!!! haa! :P
dun i sound super greedy... oh my gdness me thinks i better do smthg abt my diminishing waist man... haiiiii
so till next time! hav a nice week! ;)
SHIATZZZ!
wad shud i do? slow down time or smthg!
20!!!!
eeeeee!
but at least i noe i'm the youngest of us 20yr ol peepzz.. danielle, john, nic yap, grace, pris, peiwen all turn 20 and will soon turn 21 before me! hahahahahahahahaha =P
TOO BAD~!!!!!!
well, thanks to alex and fanis, they presented me a gift, personalised by them, aka the Chong thong. it was bought frm topshop and hand sewn by fanis.
so sweet rite! :)
the gift came along wif a really sweet smiley face card! will take a pic of my presents after my bday..
ok so today's officially my dad's bday.. sadly he doesnt quite hav the priviledge (unlike me..ahem!) to celebrate or enjoy our day on a public holiday! haa! :P but nonetheless, he can still relax the day after la.. so trade off kinda thing..
it's been 2days since the end of my exams. wad a relief.
it has been relaxing and easy going so far.. jus wanna enjoy and rest. take a lil each time. towards the end of this week, i'll start tinking of proper plans for the 7weeks or so ahead.
also to plan grace's return.
today (sunday 301005) i was out wif jon yeow.. was nice to catch up wif dis buddy .. jon as most wud noe has been my buddy n personal advisor for the past 3yrs, all thru poly. been thru so much together. n he's always been dere for me thus far.
it's nice to see him now n den, considerin we both r at diff pts in our lives rite now. it was grt seeing him today.
tinking abt it, dere's jus so much i miss abt being younger..
today, in the evening i was at parkway havin dinner wif my parents n sis, KCP was havin a fund-raising event outside Watsons area..
it was so heart warming to see so many little girls walking ard in dat familiar uniform, tryin to get pple to purchase products frm dem. din quite recognise most of the teachers dere tho.. haha it's been a long time la i noe..
but i must say it was nice to hav seem them. i miss KC days.. miss the teachers, miss the masses, miss the prayers, miss the graces we sing after each recess, miss the food, miss the canteen layout, miss the galleria where we wud always meet to skip or play zero pt, miss the hopscotch area, miss the hall where we played 5 stones toward the end of recess, miss the classrms, miss the music rms, miss the library (used 2 b a librarian), miss the back of the hall where i had to set up the mic for assembly (used to b an AVA monitor..gee), gosh! i miss so many things!
it's been 8yrs since i left primary sch but so much of those memories r still very much embedded in my head n heart. times jus arent the same anymore.
sis n i felt so patriotic after seeing those girls so we decided to buy a packet of 10 inspirational cards @ $5 and a dual-ink pen @ $2 dat has a katong convent on it. haa. all in e name of charity la i suppose. a culture so strong, will nvr ever die.
i feel so happy and proud seeing those primary sch girls, hearing them laugh, seeing how enthusiastic they were in selling to the public at 8+pm. they hav been there both yesterday and today, frm 10am to 9pm. poor girls. but i guess they enjoyed it.
well, today was a nice day la. i enjoyed myself. =)
tmr's jus gonna b stay hm den dinner wif parentals n sis.
brazilian buffet along sixth ave. hmm.. wonder how dat's gonna turn out!
but 1 thing's for sure! i super cant wait for my jap buffet!!!!! haa! :P
dun i sound super greedy... oh my gdness me thinks i better do smthg abt my diminishing waist man... haiiiii
so till next time! hav a nice week! ;)
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Arsenal Jersey
gotta own 1 of these some day! haa! obviously such beautifully crafted jerseys dun come in girlie sizes so perhaps i'll jus hav e satisfaction of owning it! =)
Alas!
=O hohoho
yesterday marked the end of my examinations - had my last paper.
the one which i thot i was gonna flip it open, jaw drop and start crying
but dat din happen..
Thank God! he listened and answered my prayers for a 'not-so-difficult' examination for OE.
BUT! as for my results.. let it be God's will la.. i wudnt noe how dat's gonna turn out.. jus pray i'd clear dem all..
am in a jolly gd mood today! prolly gonna stay home, slack and jus relax.. need to catch up on a much needed and deserved rest frm the mths of hectic schedule... *sigh of relief*
quite a few of us still hav exams happening soon... ALL THE BEST to one and all. Denise and I may hav finished. but the zeal & rigour must carry on! Cuzy, Pris, Javvy, Sir Daltz & Qin! u all can do it ok! JIA YOU!!!! jus a little bit more ok!
as for the workie pple like Bert and Stella! u both jia you too k! everyone has stress, but remember we r all in dis together! ;)
mind over body k!
and for those serving their time in NS, Fieeee & Chekkerzzzz, count down k. soon it'll all be over too. weeks past by us so fast. look forward and always be thankful dat u r blest. =) think happy thots!
well, soon i is need to be packin my rm, my mess frm all the books n notes lying ard... clear my clothes, mess in my bedrm etc etc etc..
so busy i say... ALSO! i needa find a job! anybody need to hire a 'maid'? haha! :P
dis is so cool. 2mths of holidays.. i needa get a life! work experience wud b grt and essential. helpful to my already "getting there" resume. haha. best is if i cud work at sentosa.. some internship for mktg! fun sia! hee. ok shall KIV dat for now.
yesterday marked the end of my examinations - had my last paper.
the one which i thot i was gonna flip it open, jaw drop and start crying
but dat din happen..
Thank God! he listened and answered my prayers for a 'not-so-difficult' examination for OE.
BUT! as for my results.. let it be God's will la.. i wudnt noe how dat's gonna turn out.. jus pray i'd clear dem all..
am in a jolly gd mood today! prolly gonna stay home, slack and jus relax.. need to catch up on a much needed and deserved rest frm the mths of hectic schedule... *sigh of relief*
quite a few of us still hav exams happening soon... ALL THE BEST to one and all. Denise and I may hav finished. but the zeal & rigour must carry on! Cuzy, Pris, Javvy, Sir Daltz & Qin! u all can do it ok! JIA YOU!!!! jus a little bit more ok!
as for the workie pple like Bert and Stella! u both jia you too k! everyone has stress, but remember we r all in dis together! ;)
mind over body k!
and for those serving their time in NS, Fieeee & Chekkerzzzz, count down k. soon it'll all be over too. weeks past by us so fast. look forward and always be thankful dat u r blest. =) think happy thots!
well, soon i is need to be packin my rm, my mess frm all the books n notes lying ard... clear my clothes, mess in my bedrm etc etc etc..
so busy i say... ALSO! i needa find a job! anybody need to hire a 'maid'? haha! :P
dis is so cool. 2mths of holidays.. i needa get a life! work experience wud b grt and essential. helpful to my already "getting there" resume. haha. best is if i cud work at sentosa.. some internship for mktg! fun sia! hee. ok shall KIV dat for now.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Less den a mth!
omg!! guys!! brace urselves!!
Grace is coming HOME soon!!!!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~
cant wait to hug my cuzy!!
i've missed her so so very much.
cuzy! 29 more days! dun worry, we're all counting down to ur return.
:)
cant wait to c u cuz... it's been 4mths... the 1st time in 10+++ yrs since i din c u for so long...
oh how u've been missed...
Grace is coming HOME soon!!!!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~
cant wait to hug my cuzy!!
i've missed her so so very much.
cuzy! 29 more days! dun worry, we're all counting down to ur return.
:)
cant wait to c u cuz... it's been 4mths... the 1st time in 10+++ yrs since i din c u for so long...
oh how u've been missed...
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
3 days to the end of my exams
yesterday's law paper was not too tough...
today's market research was super easy
BUT
i forgot all the technical terms! FANTASTIC!
wad cud b better den dis man?
damn crap.. jus hope i can clear my 1st sem exams if not i duno how sia..
all the best to everyone takin their exams too.
hang in dere, soon it'll all be over.
most imptly watch ur health, dun end up like me, sick everytime i'm stressed.
farked up.
today's market research was super easy
BUT
i forgot all the technical terms! FANTASTIC!
wad cud b better den dis man?
damn crap.. jus hope i can clear my 1st sem exams if not i duno how sia..
all the best to everyone takin their exams too.
hang in dere, soon it'll all be over.
most imptly watch ur health, dun end up like me, sick everytime i'm stressed.
farked up.
Saturday, October 22, 2005
a sucky saturday
goshhhh... today has been pretty awful so far MINUSING a few portions of it.
met up wif Isaac for a bit earlier.. so kind of him to meet me for a cuppa drink. needed to get outta e hse so badly n he agreed to accompany me :)
--*thanks sweetie*--
prior to meeting up Isaac, i was chatting wif Grace over MSN.. haha
lyd: kaozzz i'm so darn boooorrreedddd man cuz
grace: ya man me too.... so booorrrreddddd!!
lyd: cuz, ghia, lets go for coffee!
grace: ok, wad time?
lyd: 4.30 at tm body shop
grace: small macs la.. den we can makan fries!
lyd: ok set!
yea rite.. in my dreams... dat was really a fuzzy feeling i must say..
soon we'll b able to hav such real conversations again.. :)
i miss my cousin so much...
my motivation for studyin is not by my side dis time..
its a real test of my peserverance dat's for sure.
i'm struggling.
still holding on tho.
cuz, cant wait for u to get back somehow. even tho i noe u'll b super bz when u get back too.. but it's better den nthg. :)
i'm bored outta my wits now, even tho i jus got back hm frm the mall.
cant seem to study and cant seem to concentrate. sucks man
nvm la at least it'll all b over in abt 6 days.
i'm so gonna enjoy myself! weeeeeee~~
I've alr agreed to go clubbing wif isaac next fri.
it's been a while since i went wif him.. wonder who else we're gonna ask along.. wow so many things to look forward to! ;)
met up wif Isaac for a bit earlier.. so kind of him to meet me for a cuppa drink. needed to get outta e hse so badly n he agreed to accompany me :)
--*thanks sweetie*--
prior to meeting up Isaac, i was chatting wif Grace over MSN.. haha
lyd: kaozzz i'm so darn boooorrreedddd man cuz
grace: ya man me too.... so booorrrreddddd!!
lyd: cuz, ghia, lets go for coffee!
grace: ok, wad time?
lyd: 4.30 at tm body shop
grace: small macs la.. den we can makan fries!
lyd: ok set!
yea rite.. in my dreams... dat was really a fuzzy feeling i must say..
soon we'll b able to hav such real conversations again.. :)
i miss my cousin so much...
my motivation for studyin is not by my side dis time..
its a real test of my peserverance dat's for sure.
i'm struggling.
still holding on tho.
cuz, cant wait for u to get back somehow. even tho i noe u'll b super bz when u get back too.. but it's better den nthg. :)
i'm bored outta my wits now, even tho i jus got back hm frm the mall.
cant seem to study and cant seem to concentrate. sucks man
nvm la at least it'll all b over in abt 6 days.
i'm so gonna enjoy myself! weeeeeee~~
I've alr agreed to go clubbing wif isaac next fri.
it's been a while since i went wif him.. wonder who else we're gonna ask along.. wow so many things to look forward to! ;)
Movies I have to catch
17Nov ... : Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire
01Dec ... : Chicken Little
wow i so cant wait!!! =)
01Dec ... : Chicken Little
wow i so cant wait!!! =)
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
counting and counting
it's been a yr since i last saw my boobies (Pris)
I MISS HER SO MUCH!!!
As for Grace... wah lao cuzy... u've been away for 4mths + and it's like killing me man... *sings* I miss u like crazy, even more den words can say...........
my 2 best girls not ard?! how can!?!?!?!?!
anyways all will be well soon! :)
i will hav much joy once again!
suddenly i'm having plentyful plans for Christmas, New Year ...
ooppsssss =X
hopefully we can hav a get together real soon ya?
it'll be a nice reunion i'm sure =) weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
and this time Bec has to be ard too!!! Rebecca!!!! my exams ending soon, meet up k! oh ya and we shall arrange to go c grace at e airport k!
To all u suckers having exams soon (which includes me): GOOD LUCK!!!
everything will be over soon! remember dis....
*sings* U r not alone..... i am here wif u....... blah blah blah
so ya.. hang in dere everyone! pray hard, study hard and work hard! 1 sem down, jus a few more to go! we can do dis k!
when the going gets tough, the tough gets going! ahhaa!
NooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooo i dun wanna study no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS HER SO MUCH!!!
As for Grace... wah lao cuzy... u've been away for 4mths + and it's like killing me man... *sings* I miss u like crazy, even more den words can say...........
my 2 best girls not ard?! how can!?!?!?!?!
anyways all will be well soon! :)
i will hav much joy once again!
suddenly i'm having plentyful plans for Christmas, New Year ...
ooppsssss =X
hopefully we can hav a get together real soon ya?
it'll be a nice reunion i'm sure =) weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
and this time Bec has to be ard too!!! Rebecca!!!! my exams ending soon, meet up k! oh ya and we shall arrange to go c grace at e airport k!
To all u suckers having exams soon (which includes me): GOOD LUCK!!!
everything will be over soon! remember dis....
*sings* U r not alone..... i am here wif u....... blah blah blah
so ya.. hang in dere everyone! pray hard, study hard and work hard! 1 sem down, jus a few more to go! we can do dis k!
when the going gets tough, the tough gets going! ahhaa!
NooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooo i dun wanna study no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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